numb.

i thought i couldn't feel anything at all.
the disease is starting to shed or nullify and the pain is starting to begin.


I can really understand people that i never could before. I know what they feel. or don't feel. which is closer to reality.

I'm interested in where i'm heading.
I can't remember the past, as much as I try.
So, I guess this is life.
the future is a fucking flip of a coin.