sing sunday

I haven't been nearly as depressed lately. I just realized that as I sat here. Things definitely aren't going any better for me. For the most part everything is going worse, but for some reason I tune it all out and close my door and download movies and music all day hoping to spark an intuitive thought.

last night i sat down in my garage and worked on writing some new music. I hope i can develop it a little more today. I'm really trying to work on making every one of my songs sound uniquely different. I hate when i buy an album and it all sounds the same. the same picking techniques, in the same key, ect. One album that perfects the idea of variety is "makers" by rocky votolato. that's a solid album.

I went to church this morning, because i pretty much had to, being at home and all. I felt so out of place. I pick every little thing apart and then i get angry at myself and everyone else and walk out.