colin bugbee

i'm totally "that guy" at lee university. it sucks. I used to think it was because i'm not a christian, but now i'm beginning to think it's because these people are around me at all times and see every part of my personality and they see that i'm a complete loser/asshole who's full of himself.

i miss my friends back home because i'd like to believe they aren't aware of this yet and that they still like hanging out with me. or at least they act like it.


i'm going outside. i hope something bad happens to me.